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(2 broken wings | Flying on)

[27 May 2006|06:31pm]
[ mood | calm ]

Comment with your name, and...
01. I'll respond with something random about you.
02. I'll challenge you to try something.
03. I'll pick a color that I associate with you.
04. I'll tell you something I like about you.
05. I'll tell you my first/clearest memory of you.
06. I'll tell you what animal you remind me of.
07. I'll ask you something I've always wanted to ask you.
08. If I do this for you, you must post this on your LJ.

Apparently, King-san met Brooklyn-san today. And when I asked him for his opinion on Brooklyn-san, he responded that Brooklyn-san was very cute and fun to tease. ^^;;

And Brooklyn-san mentioned that he felt like seeing King-san again. Well, it wouldn't be too much of a problem, would it? Since they're practically neighbours within the same house...

Maa...I wonder what Garland-san thinks about all this. ^^;;;;;;;

(1 broken wing | Flying on)

To Garland-san [09 Mar 2006|12:57pm]
[ mood | hopeful ]

*sighs* Ano...Garland-san? >_< ;; I need to talk to you about something. Can I meet you in the lounge later?

(2 broken wings | Flying on)

[27 Feb 2006|01:47pm]
[ mood | happy ]

Memes!!Collapse )

Surely, those things aren't real, are they? x_x

Mou, I've been feeling just a little bored lately. Maybe I should visit Raul! ^^ I want to meet his mother's pet Newfoundland dogs! I remember going over to a classmate's place for revision, and he let his Newfoundland dog out in the garden. When I entered the place, the dog just lunged at me to greet me. x_o Newfoundlands are really big and strong. But they're so friendly and sweet as well. =^^=
Or maybe I should visit Brook-san! ^^ I heard from King that he likes to wear dresses as well, I didn't know that at all!! @__@;; Maybe we can go shopping for clothes next time~ ^_^~~

(4 broken wings | Flying on)

[25 Feb 2006|08:17am]
[ mood | happy ]

I found this on some journals and I think it's pretty interesting. =^^=;;

If you had me alone...locked up in your house for twenty-four hours and I had to do whatever you wanted me to, what would you do with me? Then repost this in your LJ- or don't. You might be surprised with the responses you get.

(2 broken wings | Flying on)

[21 Feb 2006|02:33pm]
[ mood | crushed ]

Why do I feel that I wasn't mean to be born in this world? I've never felt so pained before. Why am I feeling this way in the first place?

I don't know. I really really don't. But it hurts non-stop. I just want to shut myself out from the world, curl up and just die so that I'll never be a burden to others ever.

(Flying on)

[19 Feb 2006|11:13am]
[ mood | cheerful ]

I really didn't expect that Raul would turn up at my place today. ^^";;; But I get to go out with him tomorrow!! <33 I'll need to tell one of my landlords or landlady when I see them later.

Raul invited me to go on a trip to Europe next time as well. ^^; It's a good chance for me to go sightseeing, right? I haven't travelled to other countries since I was 8.

The Spanish dress that Raul gave me was so pretty too!!! =^^= I'm thinking of wearing this for my next performance at the bar~ <33

Oh yes, Brooklyn-san mentioned something about masturbating on Mystel-san's journal. What's that? o_o;

(Flying on)

Screened from IC!Brooklyn, IC!Garland, IC!Ming Ming, IC!Mystel [17 Feb 2006|02:23pm]
[ mood | depressed ]

<-- Screened from IC!Brooklyn, IC!Garland, IC!Ming Ming, IC!Mystel -->

I shouldn't have gone up to Brooklyn-san to ask him about kissing. Instead of explaining, he went straight into hands-on. *sighs* T_T

Should I be glad that I gave my first kiss to a genius?

So I became a little wiser, at a cost. Is it really worth it? I don't really know...

I just got back my tests today and my grades are dropping. I've never performed so badly for a test before.

I walked back home with Brook-san yesterday. He's really a gentle person, I feel so bad to have spoken so badly of him. But why is it I feel that I've seen Brook-san somewhere before?

I feel so depressed at the moment. Perhaps I should go find King-san for a game of chess.

EDIT: I feel like wearing a wedding dress. ^///^;

(Flying on)

[15 Feb 2006|11:15am]
[ mood | surprised ]

I got a pack of cigarettes from someone today. x__x I've already threw it away, because cigarette smoke is bad for you, right? It gives you bronchitis, lung cancer, raises chances or stroke and so many bad diseases. Why do people still continue to smoke and spoil their bodies then? ;_;

I didn't meet the stranger who calls himself Brooklyn today but I met someone even stranger. o_O

I met someone who shares the same name as me, and looks a bit like me. But he looks so cool!! *squeals* He's like...from a totally different world from mine. He has this air of quiet confidence and he knows really well what he's doing.
I only wish I could be like that...T__T

Anyway, he invites me for a drink or two tomorrow. I don't really know what he's talking about, but I agreed nonetheless. ^^;;; I just can't reject people. *cries*

Erm...what is drink or two? O_O;;

(4 broken wings | Flying on)

[14 Feb 2006|12:15pm]
[ mood | scared ]

I will never take the shortcut back home again.
I will never take the shortcut back home again.
I will never take the shortcut back home again.
I will never take the shortcut back home again.
I will never take the shortcut back home again.

This is especially so when I'm returning back from the pub. No more shortcuts for me again.

And I don't know how to face Brooklyn-san anymore. ;_; I'm so scared I might just break down and cry in front of him. How can I explain to him that there's another person who looks, sounds and even walks exactly the same way as he does? T__T

They even share the same name. It's just supernatural.

I think I may actually be scared of coming back home alone. Aiee...;___;";;;~

(Flying on)

[13 Feb 2006|12:57pm]
[ mood | thoughtful ]

What is your most beloved and important belonging?

For me, it's a handkerchief with a robin embroidered onto its center. I can't really remember how I got it, but I did remember it was a childhood friend who gave it to me.

The only thing I remember about that friend is his blue-green eyes and his smile. We lost contact when my family moved away from the small town to Tokyo.

People may ask, what was so precious about a simple handkerchief? For me, it holds my childhood memories, my tears, my joy, and most of all, it is the only thing I have that reminds me of that best friend.

I wonder how he is doing. I only regret not being able to remember his name.

(Flying on)

[12 Feb 2006|08:39am]
[ mood | busy ]

Much has been said about Ming Ming-san's other personality, though I haven't met her other side for myself. But going by what Mystel-san said, I think she's pretty violent. o_o;; Or maybe she acted that way because she was angry or something. Well...somehow, I don't think I'll be eager to meet her...

The homework load is increasing as well. That must mean that a test is coming up soon. I've got to study!!

(3 broken wings | Flying on)

[10 Feb 2006|09:48am]
[ mood | calm ]

Why is it that guys aren't allowed to wear dresses? *cries* I wore one to school today and everyone just laughed and screamed at me. But dresses are such nice, pretty clothes.

I wear one all the time when I go for work, and the owner said it was alright if I wanted to crossdress for my performances. ^__^ She's such a nice person, right?

Oh, I'll need to pay the rents to Brooklyn soon. How time passes.

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